帽帽 发表于 2009-2-28 08:59:00

[灌水]思绪有点乱

<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>看见的,熄灭了、、消失的,记住了。。</b></font></font></p>
<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>身边很多熟悉的人,有时却只如空气般的存在。</b><wbr> </font></font></p>
<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>有些感觉总是很难对别人描述,当无法表达时,只能选择沉默。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>有时忙碌,忘了自我,穿越两个城镇之间,行尸走肉。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>过于悠闲,反倒麻痹了自我,漫无目的的行走,前路迷茫。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>有些人,我尽量去尊重,为的是保持与其之间的纯洁友情,我坦然并珍惜。</b><wbr> </font></font></p>
<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>有些事,我想通过自己的能力使之简单化、公式化、程序化,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>没想到,在某些人的眼里,却是越来越复杂, 让我愕然不已且不知所措。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>窗外,风雨停歇,很快恢复了原来的模样,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>站在窗前的我,却久久不能回复到原来的心情,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>睡意已经没有了,取而代之的是看着地上那些积水的小旋涡,</b><wbr> </font></font></p>
<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>如同盛开的一朵朵的小花,有行人路过,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>或者是微微地跳跃、或者是因为激烈的奔跑而溅起在小腿上留下的印记,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>告戒并提醒着人们,这里刚刚下过一场雨。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>曾经这里被雨水所洗涤,</b><wbr> </font></font></p>
<p><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>并且是一场之前没有任何预兆的开始,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>而离去又没有任何告别,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>太阳依旧晃出了它的影子。。。。。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>我都忘了是老子说,还是庄子说:相哂而湿,相濡以沫,不若相忘于江湖。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>鳅犹如此,人何以堪??</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>就像张爱玲的小说《半生缘》里,顾曼桢在茶房时,对世钧说:世钧,我们回不去了。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>轻轻地,涩涩的。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>于是,下雪的时候,曼桢便倚靠在世钧肩膀上,</b></font></font></p>
<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>似乎有一种很暖和的色调在烟雨人间扩散,却暖得有一丝丝缕缕的残忍和凄凉。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>鲜榨的苹果汁,味道很不错。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>只是觉得这里还是缺点什么,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>如果是这样,我也只能把它当作一个用餐的简单的去处,</b></font></font></p>
<p><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b>它不是我想像中的格局、气氛,也没有我所认为的华丽、奢侈。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>只让我觉得寂静、单调,与它的名字---上岛咖啡不是很融洽。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>这也只是我个人的认为而已。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>之前或者以后,我都会很少去这个地方,因为不是我所钟爱的。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>所谓的休闲度假村、VIP垂钓中心也不过如此,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>或许是没有这方面的爱好和享受,所以会觉得无所谓和平淡无其。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>或许在某些人看来,应该是很不错的,最起码有人愿意同行。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>但是在我看来,只能是愈显尴尬罢了,只因我</b><wbr><b><wbr>的拒绝说不出口。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>不是不想,是因为发现自己没有那份勇气。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>我不知道别人会以一种什么样的眼光来看待,我不敢去想,也不想去想。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>我主宰不了别人,却可以控制我自己,早已不再是年少轻狂的潇洒时光了。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>没有娇贵的气质、没有魔鬼的身材、没有天使的脸蛋、没有出色的天赋,</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>所以我只是个平凡的女子,没有你们所想像中的好。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>你们对我的好,我知道,但我也只能在心底感谢你们,并更加的尊重你们。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>有时的拒绝并非是我想的,发乎情,只能止乎礼,因为我无力偿还你们。</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/><br/><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" face="楷体_GB2312"><font style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em" size="3"><b><wbr>、、、、、、、、、</b><wbr> </font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"></font><wbr style="LINE-HEIGHT: 1.8em"><br/></p>

没用的杨过 发表于 2009-2-28 16:22:00

很复杂 很复杂

燕小六 发表于 2009-3-1 13:23:00

粉复杂粉复杂捋捋捋捋

喜宝 发表于 2009-2-28 16:50:00

很复杂 很复杂

乡地油子上了街 发表于 2009-2-28 17:58:00

范伟说,有点乱,捋捋,捋捋。。。

简简豆 发表于 2009-3-1 23:37:00

<p>雨天的时候,有些忧伤蔓延开来,能让人的心境微凉,乱的那些,也或许可以理顺一点了.</p>
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陈世美 发表于 2009-3-1 18:03:00

<p>不对啊,你直接喊的五千</p>
<p>给你我就上当了</p>
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